little thoughts.
i remember when..
i had every reason to smile without drugs.
when i had a girlfriend.
when i broke up with her to be with my ex.
when i wanted to kill every guy in this world.
when my parents almost got divorced.
when i got my heart broken last.
when my ex best friend wasn't on drugs.
when my first love told me he was in love with me.
when i told him i hated him.
when kids didnt make me want to shoot myself in the head.
when tv was the only thing i did for fun.
when i almost ruined my life at 7.
when i started to fall out of love.
when i my mom and i argued everyday.
when i got over the preppy bitch phase.
when i was dared to kiss her.
when i ended up naked on my exs bed with 3 other girls.
when i broke school rules in the band hall.
when i lied to her.
when i felt unsafe.
when i gave up.
when i kept trying.
when i made a mistake.
this is thought #26918.